Addled thoughts

I keep trying to blog, but I fail. It hurts to sit up and type, and I can't seem to arrange myself to set this laptop up in such a way to facilitate anything but mouse usage.

But when I take a pain pill, I can sit up with relative ease and type all I wish...it's just that what comes out is quite incoherent. I keep erasing the evidence of my inebriation, I feel somewhat embarassed that I must take some medication and don't want anyone reading a drug induced rant and thinking that I must be a crazy, stoned person flying off at the handle. And as the haze of opiate bliss fuzzes out the remainder of my consciousnewss, I stop caring even about that.